@nova yeah this is a solid read, i think it's mostly internalized expectation from people/an environment I no longer respectively live with and occupy, but I haven't remotely processed those residual expectations or reduced the degree to which they govern my behavior and desires
@syntacticsugarglider yeah i get that. im part of the way through something similar. it can take a long time, so dont be too hard on yourself if you’re not there yet. 💜
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