on one hand it sucks that i still have bad feelings but on the other hand it rules that none of the bad feelings i have now are due to a prison of my own making from which there is no escape
@nova wild. how do i escape my cycles of guilt
@syntacticsugarglider it depends on why you feel guilty but in general id say probably stop orienting your life around others expectations of you?
@nova yeah this is a solid read, i think it's mostly internalized expectation from people/an environment I no longer respectively live with and occupy, but I haven't remotely processed those residual expectations or reduced the degree to which they govern my behavior and desires
@syntacticsugarglider yeah i get that. im part of the way through something similar. it can take a long time, so dont be too hard on yourself if you’re not there yet. 💜
